Holding on to the Vision

I'm holding a vision of myself in my mind's eye; it's a vision and a feeling.

In my vision, She, who is me, is self-actualized. She is well put together and confident. She's strong and fit.

I have been holding this vision of myself for several years. It's a vision and a feeling. It's difficult to explain--or maybe I don't have to explain it; you probably know what I'm talking about. We are so much alike, so connected.

I see myself in Tokyo or New York or Montreal. It's cold and rainy and I'm in my element. I am listening to Steely Dan. There is no excess.

I've been trying to hold on to this vision and the feeling of it. I want to manifest it. I want to become her. She is my destiny but I know that I have to work for her. Becoming her is definitely going to take work.

Right now, I'm simply trying to hold on to the vision and believe that I can achieve it. I'm anxious over it but hopeful, forever hopeful.

I have her in my mind's eye and in my heart.